fail

I don’t know why I create this blog home always writing the bad and sad things. Haiz... Just want to let myself know that I fail again. The 2nd time I need to face the failure, I hate myself, I doesn’t like to hear this kind of sound. Make myself very suffer. I always ask myself, why I will fail? Why should I fail? But, I always cannot get the answer that what I want. People like to lie to themselve, of course I am. I try to find other excuse to let myself feel better to face it, but in fact that won’t be better. I make all friend and family who take care of me disappointed. I really hope can graduate together with them, attend convocation with them, but I know, since the result release jor, what I think is impossible to be comes true. I already think what should I did if I pass, of course I had thinking what whould I did if I fail, so now, I no need to think about that jor, I gonna to make myself up and challenge it again, who am i?? Tan Chew Peng le! So easy give up de meh?? No! I won’t!! Thanks for you all de support!! Next time remembers attend my convo wo... Then I will receive many flower and present jor... hehe... Thinking positive... sad of course got la, but I know I will recover soon… 我是打不死的小强！