damn sui

recently i damn sui ar.. really beh tahan jor.. many problem are coming.. i don know is i cannot handle the things well lead appear alot of problem or wat.. really tired to handle this kind of shit problem, to find the way to solve it.. who are very very lucky de, share some to me la.. i really need it, although a little is enough for me..

today really no mood la.. suddenly squabble with one of my best friend.. the detail things i don wan to talk more here la, but i really hurt wen he say like this.. before that, we always arguing many things but i nvr felt like today.. i damn angry wen he say like this.. i treat he as my best friend, but maybe he arent, tat's y he dare to say this kind of things to me.. i tot i am his best friend also.. seems v talk alot of secret between each other.. haiz.. sad things don wan so too much jor la..

one more things, actually now i'm waiting someone who send the apologizing from a person.. almost of my friend also known that, i doesnt like ppl who didnt reply msg to me. if got reasonable's excuse maybe i wil be accept la.. y?? because i doesnt like the feel which waiting ppl reply me the msg lo.. maybe tat ppl don care whether wan to reply msg to me or not, but i care!! how i know y tat ppl don wan send back the msg to me?? i wil think tat am i did something wrong on him/her?? i will think alot.. so, pls la..don let me think alot of these kind of things although i know this all is non-sense things..i don think so tat ppl wil c this blog, cause i think tat ppl not interest bout reading this kind of blog.. but i really hope tat all of my friend, pls don do this on me, although tat is normal to u, but pls spend some time to reply a msg to me, i think wont be waste alot of money and time de, isnt??

kena "chan" by boss

Yesterday (12/6/08) I took an emergency leave to make an appointment with the doctor, therefore I didn’t go to office. Alhtough I didn’t back office, i also can get some info about me from my colleage. My boss gets in office and checks the things I done (interim valuation). He found that I got make some mistaken on the interim valuation that makes the whole things cannot release to client. After that, he says with my colleage that I still thinking like a “student”… After I hear this, I was think, in fact I’m still a student, because I havent graduated yet… I know what he expects we become like our senior which has been work with him about 5 years, but, can we be like her in a short period?? I cannot say that he pushes us so much but I don’t like him treat me like this! Every time what he talk to me and what he talk to my senior is different! For example, he says that figure is ok already, I can proceed it… But what he talk with my senior is slighty different! He asks my senior help me to reduce the figure to that figure that he want… if really like this, then why he don’t want tell me himself and want my senior told me?? I wanna know why, am I done anything mistake that make him don’t wan straight aways told me what he want? Really tired to work to a boss like this, because I really don’t understand what he is thinking and what he will do. He says my mind still thinking like a student, every minor things also wana ask his decision then only I proceed it, but, isnt got any wrong on me?? Or I need to be more independent while I’m working?? Haiz… fan la…

petro price increase again

As the title above, the petro price increase again this year, from RM1.92 to RM2.70.. really oh my god, totally increase about 78 cents! i just read the news today, still got someone from government saying that this is reasonable! wat is reasonable? if you want to increase, y suddenly increase so many?? Make people more suffer on it. Not every one have a high and fix salary, suddenly increase so much, will they can support the fees? Money refund? got use meh? is the same thing only, we still need to pay so many to "feed" our car. haiz..